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[30 Jun 2009|10:34pm] |
well, i deleted my journal because i thought i was done with it, but i think if i just stop writing about lame things, maybe there is a point to this thing. actually, i kept it just to keep tabs on everyone else.
i leave for florida in 42 days.
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[16 Jun 2009|09:21am] |
lately, it probably looks like a i don't have a whole lot of self respect. i guess i don't. some sort of deep down sub conscious bullshit. i'm happy i'm leaving, but it's not to run away from any problems i have here. all in all, i'm going to miss this place. some of it.
but not you. eh, that's a lie.
i think i'm still drunk.
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[01 May 2009|12:19pm] |
i had a dream last night that i went to coney island but it was only 8 in the morning. apparently at 8 am, they have old ladies doing synchronized swimming. it was really cool! but, i was super sick. i had to pee really bad and i ended up peeing applesauce or something. and the stall wouldn't lock so this black girl pretty much saw the whole thing. after that, i had an insatiable thirst. nothing was working. i was drinking a gallon of water in one hand, and a gallon of milk in the other. then, it was coca-cola.
i drank some last night so i usually always wake up thirsty. also, i'm glad that i didn't piss the bed.
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[12 Apr 2009|02:16pm] |
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i'm having one of those "i feel like a shell of a human being" days. you know?
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[03 Mar 2009|02:08pm] |
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i think i'm finally seeing slumdog millionaire this week. i'm doing well in school, i think. i'm in graphic imaging technology. i am a bit intrigued by a new boy and i'm no good at keeping my cool about it. i spent $42 at shake it yesterday. worth it. (the second gleam and dark was the night 3 LP compilation) i still love my job at noodles. i'm moving out april 1st to Warner with Morgan (AND AUDREY IN THE SUMMER!!!!) i can afford things. my birthday is march 13th. i'll be 19. this is the happiest i've been in years. the feeling won't go away.
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[31 Jan 2009|05:02pm] |
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i start school monday and i love my job at noodles.
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[18 Jan 2009|07:03am] |
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why'd i type "poly sci" like that?
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[18 Jan 2009|07:00am] |
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some dude named rico gave me some weed for free. probably like enough for a bowl. i didn't ask him for it. he was just like "here, i deal heroin, too" he goes to cincinnati state for poly sci? so, i guess this weekend wasn't all bad. ha
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[15 Jan 2009|04:39am] |
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i don't mind being drunk. it's fine.
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[13 Jan 2009|02:26pm] |
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hahaha what?
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[13 Jan 2009|06:28am] |
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just a fuck. that's all.
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[12 Jan 2009|02:22am] |
Dear Sean,
I'm a big flaming homosexual.
Love,
Your Sister
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[11 Jan 2009|03:56am] |
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i'm also thinkin' with the money i shouldn't be spending, i'm going to go to the aquarium or just the museum of natural history. if anyone wants to do that.
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[11 Jan 2009|03:01am] |
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last night was a success, overall. it was nice to see a lot of people i lost some touch with. i think i even mended some things. i like just being nice. it's easy. i had a lot of fun! i drank about 4 beers too many. the place was packed and it was a great last show for team stray.
i already miss casey, joe, and erik a lot.
i think my mom and i are too much like best friends. it's cool because we're really goofy, but it's also weird because i'm still her daughter so i don't know where to draw boundaries when it comes to discussing the real personal stuff. like the birds and the bees.
i'm hoping the year will continue to be good like it has been the past few weeks. i like being in a good mood because i'm a lot more optimistic about things going well. plus, i think i'm getting good at not dwelling on things that are beyond my control which makes life a lot more enjoyable. growing up!
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[09 Jan 2009|08:34am] |
I just got home from tour about a half hour ago. I'm way spent. I'm going to Team Stray's last show tonight. Let me tell you a story about something we dragged along for the ride for 2 miles. HOLY FUCK.
(it's been a year today. i am doing so much better. i miss you, dad.)
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[06 Jan 2009|08:33pm] |
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alright, so i'm on tour with till plains and it is fucking awesome. then, i'm coming home and seeing team stray's last show. i also registered for my classes! we skidded on a patch of black ice and ended up in the median backwards? sean, don't tell mom. i haven't told her yet. i will though. i don't care. this is worth it.
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[17 Dec 2008|07:31pm] |
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so, i've noticed a weird quirk about myself. i'm cleaning my room and i tend to save shoe boxes...just in "case". in case of what? no idea. but i have about 5 empty ones laying around and i cannot for the life of me bring myself to get rid of them!
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[17 Dec 2008|05:59pm] |
pandora radio: bon iver.
haven't heard a single bad thing.
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[08 Dec 2008|12:10am] |
happy 12.08.08
w0rd.
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[29 Nov 2008|08:33pm] |
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I think I'm trying so hard to hold onto my dignity, that I'm squeezing the life out of it little by little. By protecting it, I'm losing it without even taking risks or trying anything new. I smell a new years resolution with some meaning behind it.
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